choliese
Apr 24 2007, 07:39 AM
I used to think about suicide a lot way back in high school
Out of depression, no motivation & dead end
Thank God I never actually attempted it
but I've seen ppl cut their wrist & see the marks
and it's not pretty
How about you guys....ever thought about it?
Even worst...attempted it?
Lem.ure
Apr 24 2007, 10:19 AM
Yes and yes. I honestly think ive experienced everything i ever wanted in life. So this moment is like an argument between, leaving behind loved ones and doing whats best for me.
Bea
Apr 24 2007, 10:21 AM
yea, when i was younger because i thought no one cared or whatever..but then i got over it when i found out my purpose and reason for living
Rainie_Days
Apr 24 2007, 10:26 AM
Nope, never thought of it or even attempted it before....I don't think I ever will either.
Not saying my life is perfect or anything, just that I believe there are other ways in handling your own problems rather than cutting yourself and such

I have however, once imagined what it would be like though, if I was suddenly, dead one day... lol
Tr710
Apr 24 2007, 10:35 AM
Ill thoughts fleet here and there but ne'er acted upon. 'Twas grim in the days of yore when I conjured those thoughts but now no more. I've seek the wise counsels my friends and elders for my dilemma and it was made clear which path I must take.
dead-nova
Apr 24 2007, 10:42 AM
i get depressed
but not to the point that i want to cut myself.
Jenni.Pho
Apr 24 2007, 11:03 AM
I used to think about it last year when I was semi depressed with life.
I never thought about doing it but I did think "what if" but never thought of going through
I used to think no cared...still do but not that point.
lackluster
Apr 24 2007, 11:12 AM
used to EVERY single day of my living life 10 - 15..
but these days i usually get depressed every week.. which i think is awesome =P
i think depression is good sometimes, makes you more wise.. and think about life in general
The Mad Korean
Apr 24 2007, 11:57 AM
I've been struggling with depression on and off since high school. I've calmed down quite a lot since then, but that still doesn't mean I like my life and that my initial thoughts are extinct. I've attempted suicide about twice; once by trying to deeply cut my own arm so that I'd die from blood loss and once by trying to crash the car by speeding and cutting people off.
Tetra
Apr 24 2007, 12:15 PM
No. I have everything, so what's there to suicide for?
Some people suicide over the smallest things, like "omg he broke up our one-week relationship I want to die".
MaryMagdalin
Apr 24 2007, 12:32 PM
i`m sure majority of ppl do
we all have those moments where we think
"i`ll kill myself so my parents will feel sorry"
but a lot of us of course never do it
except one of my brother`s ex`s actually literally did that...
azn_sisitjuh
Apr 24 2007, 01:18 PM
i have thought about it several times... cuzz i was depressed for many times... i tried to suicide twice... but yea it was twice a failure... I'm still not happy with my life... and maybe im still depressed... however i act like a cool girl.. and act like nothing's wrong.. there is this song... smile - tamia it is almost the same as i am acting... except the reason is not just a guy... well yea w/e =.=" stupid me =___="
itrayya
Apr 24 2007, 01:29 PM
i've thought about it....
but then i think... wait, i still need to hear jay chou's and lee hom's new albums.
and i want to see all the concerts.
im such a chicken. i can never do anything to myself.
i have a phobia of getting hurt.
of course, ive been stressed to a point where i just want to dissapear...
but then i always want to come back.
there are a lot of beautiful things in this world, i cant do that to myself.
i have a cute nephew and im the 2nd mom of the house.
i take those with pride and heart.
akajoe
Apr 24 2007, 01:34 PM
when i get depressed...i ask for help...lolz...or pray..hahaha...but that helps me..
cyberfruit
Apr 24 2007, 02:04 PM
I've been depressed (what teenager hasn't?) but I've never comteplated suicide. Just the thought of it makes me shudder.
Malice_Kaiser
Apr 24 2007, 02:12 PM
I've thought about it. Weighed the pros and cons. Was just so sick of everything, and depression tends to make things feel a lot worse than they maybe should.
So yes. Thought about it a lot, never attempted, and hopefully never will. I'm a pretty rational thinker so... *shrug*
YOON
Apr 24 2007, 03:06 PM
im a scary cat ... i cant even think about it
then again, i always say: kill me. omg i wanna die.
when i have a test coming up and i dont know anything
or when i have tedious projects
or when i do something stupid
mOmoITSUMO
Apr 24 2007, 03:21 PM
I love myself THAT much to NOT * suicide. =]
and my friends. &family. of course.
WhenLifeGivesYouLemons
Apr 24 2007, 03:29 PM
i wanna right now. school stresses me out so badly.
either kill myself or quit school

lol actually, i think about suicide whenever i pms... not because i AM pmsing... but cuz its when i get most moody... and im pmsing right now... so i guess it'll blow over in a week.
i also don't want to kill myself because:
a.) funeral cost - it would kill my parents
b.) its really stupid if you think about it.
c.) too lazy to write a will
lol im the worst depressed person ever--- im even typing LOL! who DOES that!? ROFL!
s0y0un*
Apr 24 2007, 03:31 PM
honestly i did a LOT
but i never tried it before
or anything close to it
saolaoane
Apr 24 2007, 03:54 PM
i thought about it alot in my junior high years. but as i got older, i realized that there is something that i amliving for. i still think about it time to time but not as deep as before.
pinkpetals-
Apr 24 2007, 04:00 PM
I've thought about it alot.
And kinda now... during my life, its really hard.
I almost attempted suicide by drowning myself... a few times.
But I think cutting myself is sick. I hate when people do that.
But now, I want to live life to the fullest- but nothing too foolish.
SsUaSmAmNy
Apr 24 2007, 04:11 PM
yeah when I was in 6th grade, I cut myself til a lot of blood came out... I almost died, but someone whose my friend saved me from it.
I was depressed cause parents divorced... dad remarried... dad remarried without telling us... left us in pennsylvania to go to korea to get remarried with his new wife...
girls at my school would talk crap about me... threatened me... get bad grade at school.. only played video games...
0_0
touchthesky
Apr 24 2007, 09:15 PM
i've thought about it a lot but not exactly doing it. but just the overall topic of suicide. never attempted it...never will. to me.. that's not even an option so i can't imagine doing something like that to myself. i've thought about cutting before but i'm too scared o__o i guess being a chicken is good in depressed times..it keeps me sane and not do crazy things.
plus, everytime i feel like i want to die i remember all the things i look forward in life and i just work harder to be happier.
poofie
Apr 24 2007, 09:44 PM
I've thought about it i've attempted at it :]
Not to give anyone advice but i've tried suicide these ways - cutting wrist a couple of times and laying out in the streets infront of cars.
Ahaha! I know i was dumb but i was going through some major problems :]
I'm semi happy now well i am happy to be rid of that person that once was very depressed,
but things are way worser now than what they were back than.
But making me die isn't going to solve anything so i quiet suicide ^ ^;
LOL alot of people think im just this jolly girl that faints when she see's blood T_T . .
but what ever i've only cut myself two times and it wasn't even half a centimeter deep :]
The laying down on streets i think iwas high or something T_T . . but whatever.
I still have two marks on my wrist not very noticable but it reminds me of how stupid i was back than which is even worser than cutting yourself`
ooo_it's_mE
Apr 24 2007, 09:46 PM
nope.
that's so selfish to me.
h3yjeenE
Apr 24 2007, 09:52 PM
yup...i've been thinking about it a lot for the past few months..i actually attempted several times.
ssaicho
Apr 24 2007, 09:57 PM
I used to think about it a lot and sometimes still do ... but it's never serious XP
I dont have the courage to kill myself ^///^ & I learned the manage my problems.
despondent
Apr 24 2007, 10:44 PM
Yeah, I thought everyone goes through that once in their lifetime.
`ANITA
Apr 24 2007, 11:29 PM
Hmm.. actually I have once thought of it when I was back in middle school. It was all just thoughts though; never attempted.
But now I think suicide is really stupid. Seriously, death is not the answer to anything.
the Human Hosepipe
Apr 24 2007, 11:42 PM
I've thought about that first in middle school. It was over a stupid zero ( the first ever D: ) that I got.
Most of the kids that I've heard who wanted to "commit suicide" mostly did that for the attention. Everyone goes through that phase~.
It's a waste of time to commit suicide when you can always have time (in most cases) to make situations right again.
Azngel
Apr 25 2007, 12:06 AM
all the john teshing time...
sushiwhore
Apr 25 2007, 12:32 AM
no i think its stupid
before i would think of dying i would think of who i'd be leaving
i would never elave my parents hanging liek that after they put SO much effort jsut to make me where i am today
moonlit_dreams
Apr 25 2007, 02:28 AM
Thought a lot about it, and I would punch walls until my knuckles gotten swollen. I realized that for me, just doing that relieves a whole shitload of stress, and that's good, because after relieving stress, I never want to do anything that bad. But yeah, I've thought about it and such. Scary thought after thinking about it a lot.
dazzleanddestroy
Apr 25 2007, 03:20 AM
hah, yes i have.
i even attempted in front of my dad.
it was around freshman-sophmore year highschool..
where i was rebellious, and just troubled.
ran away, did bad stuff.. etc.
it's a good thing i got out of it.
i'm doing great now.

btw, everyone is troubled to a certain extent, live strong though, and get through your problems/hardships, then you'll be rewarded.
OBSCURE Sin
Apr 25 2007, 08:48 AM
I thought about suicide a lot, and considered it really seriously twice. But then I thought, why? Gawd, it's such a complete waste of my life. I think about all the things I want so badly. I want to travel, I want a good job, get married and have lots of kids. I cant do any of that if I quit now, because if I kill myself, then that will be it. Sure, there are times when it seems like I might not get what I want, but how is suicide a solution for that? Death means I definitely wont get what I want. I'd never have a chance to change my life into something great.
I would never condemn someone who had a completely s**t life and wanted to die - though I dont by any means think it's a wise idea to kill yourself - because I've been at that really low point and I know that if I had any less confidence then I would have done it by now. I dont think calling them selfish helps either. But I advise those people to think a little more clearly about it.
rain_drops
Apr 25 2007, 10:21 AM
definitely. its something that i go through everyday -__-;
if you have nothing to do like me, right now...
that's all you think about every minute, but i deal with it.
i say to myself its something everybody thinks about,
that way i won't go insane. geeez you know how people say
they want to be rich so they don't need to do anything, but play.
right now, i got it all, could get money even though i don't work;
friends to hang out with; etc. and yet i feel like im living the worst...
Enjoi
Apr 25 2007, 10:40 AM
QUOTE(cyberfruit @ Apr 24 2007, 03:04 PM) [snapback]5623063[/snapback]
I've been depressed (what teenager hasn't?) but I've never comteplated suicide. Just the thought of it makes me shudder.
Couldn't have said it better.
popolala
Apr 25 2007, 11:18 AM
this thread feels really depressing!
pinkpiglet
Apr 25 2007, 12:24 PM
i have attempted.
i probably will again in the future =/
pearly_x3
Apr 25 2007, 01:26 PM
there were a lot of times i thought about suicide when i was really depressed.
i would think about cutting my wrists frequently and think about being shot, stabbed, and suffocated...
heechullie
Apr 25 2007, 01:28 PM
Maybe a few times when life has gotten bad.
But I've never acted on it.
~Manyh
Apr 25 2007, 01:32 PM
When I'm depressed... but then I'd pray and everything would turn out well ^^
SGX
Apr 25 2007, 02:03 PM
Nope~ I worked my ass too hard to be at this point~
ddragon1234
Apr 25 2007, 05:19 PM
yes i have thought about it
Fizzlestickz
Apr 25 2007, 06:53 PM
I never really thought of commiting suicide, but I do think about getting run over by a bus when I feel like school work is too much.
Marmalade Sky
Apr 25 2007, 08:04 PM
As hopeless and depressed as i feel sometimes.. suicide has never crossed my mind
because i believe i can fix these problems and life will become better, hopefully
xgotzzricex
Apr 25 2007, 09:39 PM
I'm still young (like really young) and when I was smaller I was positive that my family hated me. Therefore, I thought about suicide. The farthest I've gone was the knife. BUT I was immature.
SOCKBUNNY
Apr 25 2007, 10:09 PM
I've thought about the topic... but I've never thought about killing myself
To me, it's a stupid idea. I've been seriously depressed before but it's never crossed my mind as the solution.
I plan on doing big things with my life, gotta accomplish them before I die. Haven't accomplish them yet so I can't die yet =P
hands_open
Apr 25 2007, 10:13 PM
I've thought about it, but was never serious about it. just thought of how life would be if I died.. i would never kill myself though. I would be too scared
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