So I accidentally deposited $50 into my online poker account (yes, you can accidentally deposit money into a poker account. To save face, I'm not going to indulge in how).
Thus far, I'm a little less than $2 in the hole. I've had some brutal beats. Ok, it may not all be brutal, but I will say that I've had the best of things plenty of times, and I could easily be $50 up. I've been able to fight my way through a lot of SnGs, and God almighty.. I've been able to dig deep to go past my stubbornness and move down $.15-$.30.
That's probably the toughest poker decision I've ever made, but geez.. I can't keep buying into $.25-$.50 with just $25. With just $25 in those games, you really have to play tight and hope to double up. There's just no deep stack involved. At least with $.15-$.30, I can play my game without having to worry about getting my bankroll hit hard with a few measly floating or explorative calls.
I think the biggest reason why it was a tough decision for me was because I've been playing $.25-$.50 for years with the initial buy-in being at $20. It hasn't occurred to me until now that the buy-in of $20 at those stakes is extremely low. I also keep forgetting that during those games, I really don't make plays or put myself in situations to make good decisions until I hit $40-$50 mark, to which it is easier to open up my game instead of waiting for top hands. Of course, I have to play a full table, because there is just too much action at a short-handed table for $20 to play.
All in all, it really sucks to go back down to $.15-$.30. It really is amateur stakes, and (this will come across as completely arrogant) I'm definitely not an amateur player. I guess what I really have to do is build my bankroll until where I can play those kind of stakes.
I've actually recently decided to stick with SnGs and $.15-$.30. When I played $20 at $.25-$50, I lost it because I was unable to make any decisions besides going all in (and getting sucked out on). I didn't play the table poorly, but I just couldn't play the table without a premium hand. Since I decided to play anal tight at SnGs and stick to $.15-$30, I'm up $20 (which makes me close to even). I guess I need to stick to my gameplan longer and hope that there is less variance in the long run.
Look out for me at the $.25-$.50 games by next week!

So what blinds have you guys been playing? How long have you been playing, either online or on the table?