Hi L&R folks,

Here's a new thread to post your messages. Some simple guidelines to make this pain-free for everyone, so please adhere to them.

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Thanks and happy posting

argh.. you did it again.
you let me down again,
loney and disappointed.
stop saying the same thing over and over again,
can't you see i'm losing hope on you?

... Some things just happen whether I meant for them to or not. Sorry.

No more hiding I suppose. Are you going to do anything?

i cant stop thinking about you...
i miss you so much :(

Some people break the rules even when they [the rules] are placed right in front of their faces.
It annoys me. If you don't want to be busted, make it discreet, at least TT__TT

I've had a bad day today. I have a headache, an eye-ache (if there's such thing), a bruised arm, and a bruised leg because I walked into a door.
The gum above my tooth is sore too. And I have a Romeo and Juliet Oral tomorrow.

Yes, It sucks indeed.

I wish I was a little bit more straight forward and outgoing towards the people I'm interested in.
So then, maybe the right people will take notice in me instead.

I thought today was Sept 4, then I found out I got the date wrong. Today is Sept the 3rd. Sigh, I wish I had more sense of time and awareness of my surroundings.

To blahblah,
I'm sorry, I forgot to return the planning video I borrowed.
Hopefully, I won't forget tomorrow - -"
I never watched it though :X
I know I said I would but it seems too 'boring'
Yeah, sorry. @_@;;
--blahblah

oh my god !! i am so happy for u. But i'm still sad, too
A. u know him for 2 years and now u met him its sooooooo great. But when i saw u
2gether i thought about it omg.... u r so far from him. He is in a other country and u saw him.
And S. u too u know him just as long i know my Boy. And u saw him yesterday too thats so great. And he lives in a other country tooooooo

but i'm living here and he lives just in a other town and i cant met him. thats so sad

i wish i'd have the guts to see you & tell you how i feel >.<''

(oh yay new thread, everyone used to post in white)

i miss you, tomorrow's the day i will see you again, for a mere one hour.

i would walk a thousand miles just to see you.

why do you say something and then when the truth is finally let out, you turn and say it wasn't true?
what was the purpose of it?
say it and mean it, don't take it back because it'll just end up hurting the other person even more

ugh, seriously you think the world revolves around you don tyou.
why must you be paranoid about everything? not all of us are rich like you okay?
i just got my frist job recently, how am i suppose to make quick money just like that?!
and fyi, its such a hassle to borrow money from other ppl, cause they would come back
asking for it when you forget.
you are a rude a selfish person.
hope the group disbands you, good luck on making new friends.

i loved seeing you, but we acted to different..
i can see clearly wat is happening :[

i dont want to see you.

you ditch me again. you said we should hang out today and i felt so stupid. I cancelled on people's plans so i can hang out with you today now what? You ditched me again god i feel dumb now. I wish i didn't bother trying again.

happy birthday....

why am i such a chicken. =_=

I wish things between us would turn out right for once. I wish you would come back to me.

"It does not rejoice over the wrong, but rejoices in the truth."

I keep on repeating these words in my mind, yet my heart doesn't comprehend them. It hurted-- basically a lot. Holding my tears in my heart is going to burst soon. "I tricked myself onto believing that we were a perfect couple." What you said, deeply hurted. It really did. It made me feel as if I've also tricked myself on believing you. Believing your promises, believing that you would make a change from my past. Believing that you would stay. Believing that you would love me. Now, it seems like... you're just an ordinary person passing by, sparkling my life, and in the end, throws it away.


They say, "the day i stop loving you, is the day i find my tear from the ocean."

I guess you found your tear. You never place a tear in the ocean. All along, it was in a bottle.. floating on the ocean. Silly me, on believing that you actually place your tear in the ocean. Silly me.

I really want to see you before you leave.
. . . . . . . did you forget?

i'm glad i'm moving on.....you are just DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. you're so mysterious...sigh. goodbye, take care. I hope i never see you again. I hope i never hear from you again. Just take care. I didn't mean much to you anyways, so it never mattered.

I really hope the next time we talk in person, we can hold on a conversation.
I don't want just a "Hi." That feels sooo awkward.
But sometimes whenever I try to talk to you, my friends are always there.
And then you can't tell me what you wanted to say. Man.

I have such a huge confession... it's burning in me...

I love you...

I hope my husband doesn't find out...

i hate you for having a gf.
seriously.
: (
i always come at the wrong time.
when will the time ever be right?

to another,
why did i have another dream of you.
its completely indescribable.

When I first saw you, I swear I got hit by cupid's arrow. Even though it was just a one day thing. It was a wonderful night. And although you had to leave, I think I'll remember your face for many years to come. And who knows? We might meet in the future and then something could happen. Although this might be a one-sided thing, i don't care. I think that I'll still carry on this hope until I finally reach where you are. If in the future you find someone to be happy with, I'll be happy for you, though it would hurt me in the process. I might be even be talking nonsense right now, and probably even laugh about my foolishness, but until then, I'm going to hope that there will be an us in the future.

dammit i should be studying abnormal psychology right now but u occupy my mind. i miss you.

you.. wanted to see me today..? how come this is a shock to me?

tired tired tired of this fake facade

I love you so much, but i feel as if you're getting tired of me.
I know I'm boring and annoying and have no redeeming qualities, but I really wish you won't leave me alone and just stay with me.

I'm terrified that you'll go back to her or even find someone else. You told me to trust you that you'd never leave me and I want to,but I'm still terrified and it still haunts me. I want to scream, cry, latch on to you and never let go. Please hear my unspoken words, I'm scared to say it out loud, directly. I'm terrified. Tasukete. Wo de xin hen tong ku.

I couldn't sleep till 10 am because of you.
I cried all night long and yelled at nothing because of you.
While driving home, I was screaming inside my car because of you.
I've been miserable, upset, frustrated, angry, and a mess because of you.
I threw up in the bathroom after someone made me a delicious dinner to help me not think of you.

Friends don't do this to each other. I would've apologized a long time ago. Just shows the type of person you are. Thanks roommate, can't wait till college starts. There you could see all of the above in person.

ahaha do you know how long it took me to press the send button? why was i shaking --;;
it`s interesting how we can still have normal conversations even though we haven`t talked in forever.
anyway, it was fun, just don`t get the wrong idea.

생일 축하해. 벌써 지났지만.

i want to make you proud
i can take care of myself. just trust me.

"Baby, it breaks my heart to think that loving me is not easy to do.
And I don't mean to make it hard, sorry for all the changes I put you through.
And it's hard to believe after everything you're still here right beside me.
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world, thankful just being your girl."

Let's just stay together no matter all the bad and stupid times.. 我愛你。

why can't you just let me go?
do you know how much i'm suffering in this?
you don't get what i feel and you never will..
just let me go live my life and make something out of it.

you just don't know, but you're hurting me already..
i always look forward to seeing you everyday..
but i just get hurt inside.. even though by just seeing you already makes my day..
i can't tell you all of these things cause you'll never understand..

I hate so many things about myself, and I feel like I'm starting to change. Really. Like, this new school year will actually be promising. Despite the paper I have due soon that I haven't finished researching, let alone writing, I think I'll be fine. I have faith in the fact that it will work out. It feels like this summer, I've developed a greater understanding of myself and it makes me glad.

I feel stupid that I can't decide to like anyone. God, I wish ... really wish, that I had told you I liked you before you left. I wish it had been more that just that one hug. I wish that I had been able to grasp that one moment like I promised myself I would. But I didn't ... and now, I just miss all that time we spent fooling around together. It doesn't make much of a difference anymore does it?

I don't know what to say to you, so I just keep running. I'm really sorry, but I think I may have made you an empty promise... I like what we had, but I'm losing faith in maintaining that same relationship. ... what do you want? I wish you could tell me, sense these things like you used to. I hate to think that I'm giving you the wrong impression - I don't hate you. I really don't. I just have no idea what to do with us. I can't just jump back in and start again where we left off - it doesn't feel right anymore. Plus, I get the feel you think that way too. There's so much ... chemistry between you and her,that sometimes I even feel jealous for no reason. Now what? I wish I knew.

I feel like the world's crappiest friend. I don't even know a way to go around it. I just suck as a friend. I know, and I'm sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry. I haven't been supportive or even there. Rather I seem like I've been running. But yes, I do want to see you. I don't know how to prioritize, I'm sorry for always putting other things before you. I'm trying to change. Maybe, next time I see you, I'll be able to tell you this. But until then... I'm sorry for being such a disappointing friend.

I'm concerned that everything will be different and I won't be able to cope. Why? Because none of you are going to be here ... and I don't blame you anymore I don't. I'm glad you've all done what's best for you =) Good luck for the new school year!

I don't even know why I'm so angry at you these days.. I try not to be mad but it just always happens. Sorry.

i care about you so much to be angry at you.
please read my blog sometime soon okay.

iloveyou, and please get well soon.

ooooh yay new thread! erhhmm i mean.. Btw i just heard a shocking news about us today. Seems like i have a one in three chance of spending the last 10 weeks with ya.. isnt it great *fake smiles*. Ah well ...youre just getting too weird and im falling behind in biology. Its all your fault! Oh and i almost forgot. I bloody hate ya. love mellie

What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel so insecure when I don't have a reasonable excuse to feel this way?

You seem to be able to talk to her.. so much.. but we hardly have anything to say to each other.

What kills me the most.. is that I'm your second option. It's like.. I'm plan B.. and if plan A doesn't work out, you'll just come to me. I'm not saying I want to be your FIRST priority, but I don't wanna be someone who you go to just because what you really wanted to do, you couldn't do.

You knew how I felt about her. You knew I was concerned. When she pushed in between us at the party, and started hugging you and said to me, "look, I've got your boyfriend now," I jumped off the bed and went else where but you didn't even bother to come find me. Where were you when I felt my worst at the party?

I feel so stupid.

"I can see us holding hands, walking on the beach with our toes in the sand. I can see us on the countryside, sitting on the grass laying side by side ..."

don't know what to say or do right now.

I hope to talk to you today. I really do. Maybe it looks like that I don't really care that I'm not talking to you or that I'm having fun already and I ignore everything around me. But really inside, it's killing me. I really want to talk to you, but I just don't know how to approach you w/o looking too sudden and weird and make it look like that I like you.

Let me just say that you're the 1st 'ex' I dont hold a grudge on or hate. Our time 'together' was nice and I'll forever cherish those memories. I'm sorry we didnt work out. I'm sorry for all the times I've hurt you. I do not regret meeting you for one minute and you'll always be in my heart. Lets hope we see each other...someday (:


Sincerely,

The Pet.

you don't really know the meaning of "promise" do you? heck i've known you since i was born. we practically grew up together. you held my two-year-old hand with your four-year-old hand everywhere we went. not that i remember. but i do have the pictures. and i know now we're separated by an ocean. and i kno we only see each other every two years. but every visit was sweet. but how come this summer it was different? i really fell when da ge ge told me you were in a relationship. i guess i always knew it was a forbidden love anyways. but i thought you had agreed to ignore stupid society's rules and conventions. now you've hurt the one person who has loved you since birth. thanks a lot. i've never really believed in love, except the one between us. because we've overcome so much. the simple illegality of it. the distance. the time. 17 years of my whole life. but now i just don't believe in anything at all. now i'm just reduced to writing fiction love stories, knowing deep down that i'll never have the love my characters have. my lucky main characters... how i envy them. and it's not like i can just forget about you and move on. is it destiny we're forced to be associated with each other this way?

I miss u more and more...
i just wish that everything repeated once again...

*TAKES DEEP BREATH* okayyyyyyyy. i'm going to tell my parents tonight.

aieeeeeeeeee, i saw him i saw him.v^^;;; studying in the library again.

: I know you don't own them, but so what? It's not like anyone's going to notice. Nobody cares about what you wear. It's expensive. Nobody buys it anyway. I don't get why you have to obsess for 2 years about not buying them. If you can't buy them, then don't! I personally think they're ridiculously expensive and ugly. They don't match for you, and neither to the birkis. Honestly, if you want, BUY THEM, and if you can't, then be quiet!

it's been.. how many years?
since the FIRST day of * grade i've been crushing on you..
haha
your white t-shirt, your huge pants, your jansport bag, your watch.. lol freakin' oooooh!
sad to say i'm still crushing BUT fear not.. this xmas i will get over you =] i WILL! just need to see you.. which i will ! go me!

I could of never imagined i'd ever meet somebody like you.
This first week, has just been absolutely amazing.
It feels like i'm permanently on Cloud 9, when i'm talking with you. There are no other words to explain how you make me feel when i'm with you...
Every hour, minute, second i'm away from you... Is pure torture.
I miss you every time i'm away from you.
You've brought so much happiness into my life, I cannot put how I feel into words...
You are the first thing I think about when I open up my eyes, and the last thing I think about before I close them...
Remember all the dreams i've been having?
Their all about you, =).
I hate leaving you... And I know how much you hate to leave me as well...
Every night, until 6:30AM, that's how we roll, xD.
I wish you would take more care of yourself, but I guess you have me to worry about that for you, right?
Anyways, I just wanted to let you know... That you are the best thing that has ever come into my life, =).
*Huggles*

<333 you so much.