this might be a kinda long T-T;;
how i started liking this guy:
my best friends were curious about who i like and i didn't feel like telling them who i really liked (don't really know why at the time O.o;;) so i pointed to some random guy in the same grade as me which turned out to be "him". I never really paid much attention to him and only talked to him once XD (new to the school at the time). After like awhile i started falling for him...i don't even know why/how...it just happened O_O...i started to pay more attention to the guy i "apparently" liked and BOOM =__=;;
i was lovestruck .____.
okay the guy i liked [for about 2/3 years?], when he found out [don't even remember if i confessed or not XD] i liked him he avoided me for a few weeks
but then after awhile it didn't so awkward and stuff
but he doesn't talk to me or anything but he still "does things"
like i would go up to him and ask for a hug and he'll give me one....[i don't ask for one often though]
at first the hugs were like only me hugging him, but more recently he hugs back...
and there was this dance [he was hanging by the boys sitting on the bench by the wall] and when i asked him to dance...he danced with me [*cough* it was more like i grabbed his arm and went "Let's Dance!" XD] he agree and during the dance he was holding balloons and jokingly wacked me in the head -o- [he was pretty stiff and looked like a wobbling penguin LOL but he was like "omg where are we going" and "omg i can't dance/i'm scared" XD]
on msn if he calls one of my friends a nerd he keeps teasing her and stuff but one time when we were talking about sports
[i knew nothing =__=;;] and then he called me a nerd but then afterwards he was like jkjk...
recently he hurt his ankle and when he came back i asked him if he was okay
his eyes went all shifty and he said it hurts but it's okay..
why did he avoided eye contact? ....because he likes me or is it because he doesn't want to lead me on?
there's more =__=;;
one of my best friend's litte sister hangs out with his little sister alot so my best friend see him often...
for awhile we both liked him but then she got over him some time later...
he acts "kinda" [he's a weirdo in the first place XD] normal around my best friend too...
they fool around alot but my best friend use to date his best friend so i don't really know -o-
my friends also likes video games and sports and they both play together and stuff.....
i'm really confused and blehhh T_T
edit//
he's shy but is an AMAZING athlete
basically i smooshed up everything from 2/3 years ago til now XD